I'm dragging back to bed
Where I flounder around, kick with my legs.
This is odd inseparable relation.
Although making big fuss, impossible to catch it
Poor head and wore off legs, I have.
Then, Is my sorrow, sorrow of scanty or exhaust ?
My body forced to laid on the futon is listening the earth quake.
I rather felt some strong shake not only by the earth quake.
Dismiss heart left everything of the world
Became a ring of absence.
Toward the other side, a spectator took hold for it.
And, There was the unsatisfied heart.
I should have held and slept with the unsatisfied heart out of three.
あき足らぬ心
俺は俺がもがいて足蹴にする床へ
ずるずると引つ張り戻らせられるんだ
それは奇しき悪縁だ
いくら騒いだつて追付かない
貧弱な頭と消衰の足がある
然し俺の哀しみは貧弱や消衰の哀しみか
無理に乗せられた俺の身体が
布団の上で地震を聞いてゐる
どうも俺には地震だけでないある強い動揺を感じた
世の何事をも忘れ了つた心が
放心の環となつた
一方にはそれに対してスペクテーターが出来た
又あき足らぬ心があつた
俺は三つの内あきたらぬ心を抱いて寝るべきであつた
草野民平
